Anonymous

My husband and I both are Christians, we grew up in the church and met in college. He had porn addiction before meeting me. I waited 7 yrs to marry him to ensure he was free. He promised he would never return to his past sexual sin. We have been married 16 yrs and throughout our marriage, he has gone back to porn then would stop a few months before returning. He has hid it, lied and would neglect me. We have 4 kids. I homeschool them. He is a workaholic. He works 7 AM to anywhere between 9 PM or 2 AM at his 8-5 PM job. He is always exhausted and says he doesnt have time for me. He insults me daily, is narcissistic, has anger bursts and cusses. I am safe here but always lonely, depressed, low self esteem, and Jesus and I (wife) always tie for last in his life. Work and everyone else comes first. I pray for complete healing in his heart from porn and that he will love and value God first then his wife second. I pray for my broken heart to be fixed and for me to feel loved and respected. I pray he gives his family his time.

Received: May 1, 2024