Anonymous

I in need of prayer over my mind, body, and spirit. I am currently struggling with my job, my mental health, finances, and family life. I know this would not solve anything and make things worse for those who love and depend on me, but I have contemplated taking my own life because I am so tired of my mind constantly running and for once I just want the ability to think without so many things racing in my head, I am on medication for this but I want to one day not need to take medication to do something as simple as think without stressing myself out, and the ability to make simple decisions without putting myself into a panic. I worry about being a good mom and a good, supportive spouse. I feel like nothing but a burden to people closest to me and I want to do better, I just don’t know where to begin. I walk into my job everyday in fear of being told I will no longer be needed. Because my boss is the type of person who cannot wait to see her employees fail so she can just replace you. I am trying my hardest and giving everything I possibly can to the point that I cry at my desk and on the way home on a regular basis. I also had issues sleeping so I stay up late and I am too anxious to sleep. Please help. I don’t want to let my family down.

Received: November 25, 2024