Anonymous

How much worse is an eternity apart from God than the last 7 years of unanswered prayer requests, 2 failed heart surgeries,& now a failure to provide for my family, be a husband, be a father figure to 2 stepsons? The weeping through the night grinds on without response. There is embarrassment,shame&despair. Cannot make eye contact with my family at this time. Without a touch from the Lord, w/o the manifestation of dozens of different scriptural promises that I put all my belief in, the energy to never give is expiring. Lord Jesus where are you?

Received: April 2, 2024