Norma Speights

I am struggling, for fifty four years I tried to help people. All I go from it, used and discarded. I am struggling to understand why, I only have my disabled son and my elderly mom. I am their only caretaker. I worry about my son’s future. He has no one but me. My mom has no one else that will help her. My last relationship was a lie, this man and his family treated me like trash. I gave him eleven years, all I got was used. He is moved on, I am stuck. He will not pay me what he owes me. There are two others who never paid me back. They acted like they were entitled. I am at a dead end job. I have tried to find better, nothing goes beyond the interview. I live paycheck to paycheck. I am living in a neighborhood where I can’t go out into my own yard. There are three houses in front of me, these men constantly are watching. Every day they are watching, I feel like a prisoner, I feel uncomfortable. These people have women. I am tired of being under surveillance. I want to put up a privacy fence, but can’t afford it. I feel like their is no help anywhere. Please pray for me. I need help.

Received: November 20, 2022